blah,blah. i just wanna move away and start over. im.....not hurt...i dunno what the fuk i am. i just want to go back to when it was good. well was ever even good? i was always out of the mix mayb im the problem. god. just send me my bitchy angel.
yah u probbly dont understand this entry but neither do i
so my kittie died sucks and im miss him so much i start starbucks on wednesday so thats cool theres less than 2 months till my birthday, and getting my car i figured out whats wrong with me, i dont know what the fuck i want.seariously i dont, im so confused im getting scared because this reminds me of exactly 2 years ago, i feel the same, im scared cuz i dont know whats right or wrong, i never do. fuck it whatever happends will
hmm in less than 2 months ima be 18....finally. i cant wait life been eh, im worried about getting added to all the classes i need to be added to. work is lame, no hours and starbucks still hasnt called......sucks. family , sucks im babysitting like everyday parents irritate me. friends hardly see them cuz ive been babysitting. boyfriend, ugh just gets me mad. cant wait to get my car so i can just driveaway from all the problems.and hopefully hopefully starbucks hires me.
knotts was so much fun i cried at the spider maze being that im terrified of them but carlo and allen took care of me by huggint me and closing my eyes we were rolling deep with about 26 people it was dope around 2am we land at dennys "party of 26" the bill was huge, and i had to take care of it lol we were so loud allen u got owened by cano OWENED LOL shit was so funny but yea last night was pretty awesome
wow havent been on here for awhile school sucks i already dropped english 1c and philosophy. work is good. i hate fuking up me and joe r still good with all the flaws in between being broke sucks, im working all weekend how lame but at least i get the $ next week shud b fun, knotts scary farm again! and Mae and circa survive shud b fun and emo lol i need a vacation
so a year ago me and joe had our first kiss and everything started today was good movie chicken dinner drink guys the fair chili cheesse fries......were fatties.
was yesterday joe was like super sick...my poor baby... ugh i was so annoyed when i saw.......kim u know anywho i had fun even though my parents tried so hard to ruin my night and i got home earlier that i wanted to.... anywho i had fun i was the only sober one for once....everyone thought i was drinking cuz i was so damn hyper...lol man so many laughs specially oscar hardcore dancing in the kitchen, slipping and dropping sugar everywhere......pablo throwing himself on an air filled bean bag thingy and eating shit. me flying off it when danny comes running into it......good times..... pictures will be up as soon as my computer stops being gay i love oscar and i hope he had a good one.
hmm so lets all ditch? making pancakes with kim and danny is th best the guys r fuking lazy"uh can u get me a fork" lol yea right then off we go speeding in chrisis car into bumps and flying in the air rest of the day i was taking care of my baby hes sick.... im so glad we still have it in us to talk on the phone for hours... im so in love
My year has been crazzyyyy from losing friends who never really were friends to gaining a family of boys i cant live without from ending my longesttt relationship ever to gaining one i hope lasts forever from manyyy new experiences, many regretful.....2004 has been memorable......hopefully 2005 is way better and hopefully i graduate this year......hopefully. cant wait for tonight, hopefully it all turns out good
that was my xmas we had the lil tree the presents the hot chocolate and cookies and of course the whole group cant ask for more i got the following Joe- Victoria secret lotion,perfumes and candle Danny-a hat thats like the one i always steal from him roger-InMemory CD Oscar-cheeecake Pablo-Lotto scratcher Franky- Swiss Cake rolls lol me and kim gave the best presents Danny-a i play with boys thong...and sunglasses Oscar and Roger-Phoebe Cates Picture Franky-Vans Camo belt Pablo-socks i got kim some pants I got joe a George Foreman Grill.....he really liked it and so did everyone.....lol danny is so jealouse. i love my boys.
on another note. xmas shopping for my boys was fun we have the best presents for them..... hopefully six flags sometime next week hopefully spending new years with all my boys. and i just really hope the new year is great,
this is joe taking over ales livejournal or wutever well lets see. what to write about well, ale helped me out with my essay so when i turn this in its going to be good, because i got help by a chick that has AP english and that is going to graduate early ,passed a collage test with a really high score. well the point is if i turn this essay i will pass english. i have been in lloyed for 2 months and have passed 3 classes and taking scorc.so im in a really good track lets see me and ale have been togheter for 8 months and 26 days and havnt been happier,ale likes fashion up the ass, likes victoria secret,likes shoes,snicker she eats them everyday ,and ect.
lets see imm be like you guys
well today didnt go my way fisrt me and my gurl got in a fight and im really sad, and got nothing else to do then just right it here and ppl could read it and comment on me and feel sad with me well comment,ah my heart hurts PS.MY HEART REALLY DOES HURT lol
man today was great lol so phoebe cates did as great as always i got in a fight man it was fun, i was laughing its nice having a bunch of friends and ppl u never met before clapping for you and giving u props then we went to joes. we ate burgers and fries and watched dodgeball pretty chill night but the fight totally made my day
holy crap today was soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much fun like i havent had in soo long i really needed this. i needed to get away from everything and this was the best way to do it. i missed them sooooo much, i love how they hug us it feels so nice, and i love dancing with everyone it was sooo fun man seariously today was great i mean i thought i was gonna have fun but man it was just great i missed them soooo much and hopefully ill steal some photos from angelo and post them up, anyways im so tired from dancing, i love those guys their so much fun, they didint give a shit and danced even tho some couldnt lol it was the best thing to see. i love them and i missed them and hopefully we get to do it again, omg Robby is 18!!!!! he got like $500 man lucky ass. well im out niggahs.
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